Thank god i have this fast right now. My personal life is going to shit and this takes my mind off of it. My husband and I decided that it is probably best that we split up. I'm thinking that will probably happen in a couple months when he gets out of the military. He asked me if it was ok that he buy this store in our old home town and open a butcher shop. I told him that I feel like I'm not the part in any of his decisions. I am so low in his list of priorities and it's not fair to me. All I wanted from him is to be able to move somewhere that I picked for like a year and I'd be totally happy. I need to stop writing about this because I'm about to cry. The funny thing is that I wouldn't even post this in my regular blog.
I had the will power to make my husband dinner and not want any myself. I'm down 3 lbs from thursday so not a terrible weekend.
I kinda wanna go out and get some veggies for when i break my fast, so I don't do it on nasty hot dogs which is all that i have in the fridge atm. I'll wait till I'm ready to break it thought before i got grocery shopping. It sucks when veggies spoil before you have a chance to touch them. Anyway time to get to the bank.
Listening to Jimmy Eat World - If you don't, then don't
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