123

My magic number this week. I still want to be at 120 by the 20th guess I'm fasting for the next few days. I havent' had a bowl movement in like 2 days so I'm guessing that's a lb by itself. I feel like i'm getting period cramps right now but i'm sure it's just gas. I eat sooo much yesterday that I shouldn't have.

Penutbutter toast - 120 cal
Veggie Delite sub - 230 cal
Big bowl of Pasta - ~500 cal

That's a lot for just coming off a fast. I didn't feel like binging till it was super late. That's my worst time for slipping. I really should have just gone to bed but I was feeling sad. Stupid emotional eating. I'm going to sit here and decide if I want to eat today. If My weight drops to 122 or less by the time dinner comes around I might have a little something. Maybe I should do a salt water cleanse. Yea I think I'll try that.


edit:
OK scratch the whole fasting idea for today. I had some peanutbutter toast and I'm moving on. I'm going to shower and then head off to the mall and try on some skinny clothes. Hopefully that will keep me focused. Also going to go work out later. <3