123.4

I weighted myself today, dragging the scale out from under my dresser and then put it right back. 123.4 Thank God the number is going back down. I don't think I could deal with it going up again after yesterday.

I'm looking pretty cute, I got my hair cut and I'm fitting into my old size 1 clothes again. But a lot of them are from when I was a teenager haha. Not really much of my style anymore since they're like 10 years old. I got these cute outfits at the Hollister outlet a couple weeks ago. The pants are size 3 but they fit me better than most of my size 7 stuff.

I don't even know what my goals are anymore. I seem to do better when I focus on what I shouldn't be putting in my body instead of the progress I'm making. This is why I put the scale in an inconvenient place.

I skipped the gym again today. But I'm doing 100 cruches to make up for it (sorta) I just don't want to have to run around and stress out an hour before work. I won't have time to do my hair or makeup. Think I'll go to the gym tomorrow after work, but i'm not going to make any promises

I'm going to see how long it takes for me to start getting hungry before I eat. I shouldn't really be eating out of habit. Funny thing i was typing and instead of saying 'habit' i typed 'pasta' WTF?